"The
Sky Here"
Completed October 29, 2011
We had already spent ten unexpected days
sharing what may have been too much
within a structure built too high and too fast
and made entirely from words. I was working
on our next layer when suddenly you interrupted
with such powerful simplicity. "The sky here
is completely yellow." It became the first of
many times I was left speechless and paralyzed,
unable even to question the validity of such
declarations. I did not think about how late it was
nor how much darker it was because of the rain,
and although I had heard before of this possibility
but had never seen it myself, I did not look up.
The impact mattered more than the truth
and the skill mattered more than the sincerity,
and for awhile you were safe behind walls that
always sounded so pretty and unique and strong.
When the discolored ugliness began to slowly escape,
no longer obscured by the ignorance that strangers
cherish nor the denial of the dangerous disconnect
that can exist between life and language,
we had already spent two unexpected months
sharing what may have been too much.
Your concepts remained abstract and your visions
remained illusive, and eventually we were unable
to remain oblivious to the missing roof we never
got around to adding and the missing foundation
we forgot in the beginning. Such carelessness
is difficult to overcome when the walls are built
with such haste. Within a year we became silent,
defeated by reality but living once more beneath
honest shades. The sky here is completely blue
and white and black.
~ Alana Munoz ~
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